Chapter 2 - Trust Yourself

Last chapter was about distrust.  I find trusting others to be dangerous and inconvenient.  Many people, including myself, provide personal information to corporations.  Many people put their trust in these organizations to keep their information safe and secured.  Of course, I don’t need to give them my information, but, if said service is necessary for my safety, then I don’t have much choice.  For example, I need my phone to communicate.  Without a communication network, how will I know what I need to know.  If something happens to someone important to me, how will I know?  If something happened to me, how will I let people know?  So, I end up providing companies my information for the sake of safety.  It’s whatever.  However, the down flip is, when something bad happens like bankruptcy, corporations will only say their sorry.  For example, if I invested handsomely in the crypto using a crypto platform and said platform goes bankrupt, then the net loss is mine.  The price of trust is 50/50.  It’s always a gamble.  At the end of the day, it's my loss.  Now, I’m broke and working four jobs.  Just kidding.  Trust no one.

I may not trust others, but I do trust myself.  I trust myself to protect me.  I trust myself to do the right thing.  I trust myself to get things done as fast and as accurate as I can.  This complete trust in myself was not an easy gain.  I earned my own trust.  I was at war with myself.  It was a difficult battle.  Our biggest enemy is always ourselves.  We hold ourselves back.  We cause our own destruction.  This enemy is called bad habit.  Poor spending habits.  Poor eating habits.  Poor time management.  Poor financial management.  Poor relationship management.  Lack of discipline.  Lack of consistency.  Lack of skills.  Lack of knowledge.  Lack of purpose.  Lack of rest.  No drive.  No motivation.  No self-esteem.  No confidence.  No control.  Procrastinating.  Cowardice.  Toxicity.  Excuses.  All these plus other things I can’t remember right now is what’s keeping you from your own success.  Everyone is already destined for success.  Success is inevitable.  You’re already on the track.  You just need to move and follow the way.  As you mosey through the tracks, you need to spot your faults.  What is it that you’re lacking?  What is it that you need to change?  What is it that you need improve?  What are your strengths and weaknesses?  What’s missing in your mental toolbox?  When you find the answer, you can fix your faults, improve yourself, earn your own trust, and gain your confidence.

I’m all about achieving success and finding solace in my life, which is why it’s important that I never break my own trust.  I have insurances in place to keep me from breaking my own trust.  My past trauma is my greatest reminder.  I don’t want to go through that pain and struggle again.  I keep to my survival codes to insure my trust.  So far, it works.

Remember, you are your own enemy, but you are also your own savior.  You’re meant for more.  You just need to gain your own trust.  When you gain your own trust, you’ll reach your destination in less time.  Nothing can stop you except you.

Thanks for reading!

Until next time!

Peace!